not an ammo

loosing grip

laugh. jump. smile. happy.
..thats the reason you forgetting myself here.

tears. hurt. pain. sorrow.
you came to me, hold my hand and hug me tightly..

that so you.
yes..
yes you are.

brand new shit

putting me into the highest temper level. why should people do that to me? they think i'm fool, i think they're wrong. they are blind. yes they are. and yes. yes you are. stop giving me hope. you're not a star but you are more look alike a red nose clumsy clown for me. go away. please stop the drama. good night.

stop the act

dear pretender,
common will ya. i'm not that stupid as u think. i'm not that blur as you thought. be what you wanna be, as you wish. like i care right now. i'm away from you since i saw and knew everything. don't dream it over and over again. i'm your past now. let those memories slept. don't wake em' up. thank you because being so sweet to me. fullstop ^^

just smile

you show it by your own.
don't lie.
you reveal it by yourself.
enough of it.
please.
stop the drama.
its hurt me.

26th sept. thank you. happy birthday

burn it out. i'm hurt

bad day

..had a bad day again
she said i would not understand
she left a note and said
"i'm sorry. i had a bad day.."

she spilled her coffee
broke her shoelace
smeared the lipstick on her face
slammed the door and said
"i'm sorry. i had a bad day"


and she swears there's nothing wrong
i hear her playing that same old song
she puts me off and puts me on


She left a note and said,
"i'm sorry. i had a bad day... again"